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  • Mood: Depressed
I really dont know why Im even writting this. I know nobody ever read anything here... still...

As a lot of artists out there, or pseudo-artists like myself...we suddenly hit the wall into the uncomfortable and unrrealistic 'no-purpose-crap'.
Yes, I dont get inspired often, yes Im absorbed by work and our so called reality, the disappointing struggles in life, etc, etc...
Sometimes I do creative stuff which Im proud of...I get inspired by incredible artists out there (often here in DA) and I wonder why cant I do that kind of good art and do it a lot. Some of the artists here and there (if not the most of them) have work, college, families...and yet upload a piece or two in few days.

Thats where I enter this world of feeling down everytime I have spare time...some hours between 9pm-1am ...so what? I feel so fucking smashed at that hour that I just want to sleep, or watch a movie, or do whatever other non-thinking stuff.

I need to be constant...I want to do animation, comic stuff, character design, work in some book projets...and I do nothing. What the hell is wrong with me?! I havent finished a piece in ages, just leave them there all dusty for months....

Today I feel really annoyed because of one piece I was working on. It was a nice test for techniques and color and stuff..Havent worked on it in like a month or two and all of the sudden my computer decides just to erase/disappear my work. There is nowhere to be found and I dont feel like working on it again. Nor any of my unfinished 'illustrations'



Yeah, I suck.

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  • Current Residence: Cancun, Mexico
  • Interests: Music, movies, illustration, graphic design
  • Favourite movie: Too many to be named here.
  • Favourite band or musician: SOAD, Children of Bodom, Dark Tranquillity, After Forever, Death, Opeth, Iron Maiden, Metallica.....
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal!! \m/
  • Favourite artist: James O'Barr, Tsutomu Nihei, Adam Rex, Niklas Sundin
  • Favourite style of art: Fantasy
  • Operating System: Mac OSX
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Favourite game: Zelda: Ocarina of Time, Twilight Princess
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC, Nintendo, PS
  • Tools of the Trade: pencils, computer, scanner, brain

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You are now cursed. You must send this on or you will be killed. Tonight at 12:00am, by Bloody Mary. This is no joke. So don't think you can quickly get out of it and delete it now because Bloody Mary will come to you if you do not send this on. She will slit your throat and your wrists and pull your eyeballs out with a fork. And then hang your dead corpse in your bedroom cupboard or put you under your bed. What's your parents going to do when they find you dead? Won't be funny then, will it? Don't think this is a fake and it's all put on to scare you because your wrong, so very wrong. Want to hear of some of the sad, sad people who lost their lives or have been seriously hurt by this email?

CASE ONE -
Annalise [Surname Removed] :She got this email. Rubbish she thought. She deleted it. And now, Annalise dead.

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Thomas [Surname Removed]: He sent this to 5 people. Big mistake. The night Thomas was lying in his bed watching T.V. The clock shows '12:01am'. The T.V misteriously flickered off and Thomas's bedroom lamp flashed on and off several times. It went pitch black, Thomas looked to the left of him and there she was, Bloody Mary standing in white rags. Blood everywhere with a knife in her hand then disappeared. The biggest fright of Thomas's life.

Warning... NEVER look in a mirror and repeat -'Bloody Mary.Bloody Mary.' Bloody Mary... I KILLED YOUR SON' Is it the end for you tonight! YOU ARE NOW CURSED

We strongly advise you to send this email on. It is seriously NO JOKE. We don't want to see another life wasted. ITS YOUR CHOICE... WANNA DIE TONIGHT? If you send this email to...

NO PEOPLE - You're going to die.

1-5 PEOPLE - You're going to either get hurt or get the biggest fright of your life.

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15 -25 OR MORE PEOPLE - You are safe from Bloody Mary
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~Zweetchuck Jan 6, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi there :wave:
Just thought id stop by and say hello =)
I wish you a great 2012!

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:iconb0dom:
Hi Jonas thanks for the comments and the wishes. I wish you an amazing year too! :blowkiss:

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^3wyl Sep 13, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Congratulations! On behalf of #ProjectComment, one of your pieces is featured here: [link]

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~Attsuki Jan 19, 2011  Student Interface Designer
te extraño ver dibujar ja :D

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:iconmarianajacomesilva:
jajaja gracias >u< k buena onda k te gusten mis dibujos >u<

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~Attsuki Aug 20, 2010  Student Interface Designer
Que onda ! :P

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~Zachula Jun 10, 2010  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the favourite! It looks like you put a lot of work into your art! Nice stuff!
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You welcome, you did a nice work in it!!
And thanks for the feedback :3

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